Thursday, November 08, 2007
Early nov Blues. / 3:55 am
Early nov Blues.
Exams coming up... My hopes of getting a distinction degree had just sunk low....
While i can try hoping... but well u know there are things where you can just feel it in your guts that its kinda hard.... extremely hard...
Papers were on 5th and 7th nov....
Due to the craps at work... I was just thinking way too much into myself....
It bothers me that I still havnt had a slightest idea wat i really want..Both in life and Career..
While i had a vague idea of wat i want, somehow there are too many hurdles and concerns....
Will work towards it,...
Exams date come and went...
Stress level went up highest and almost to bonkers.. but was able to salvage...
While i think Distinction is out of grasp... but i think I should be able to pass...
Just praying hard that I'll received good news on 5th december..
Wanting to go for holiday break but I guess.. while as long as I hav yet to settle the Mot and the anxiety of getting the results I think I'll be staying in this country first.....
Mebe will go for just a short break....
While i can try hoping... but well u know there are things where you can just feel it in your guts that its kinda hard.... extremely hard...
Papers were on 5th and 7th nov....
Due to the craps at work... I was just thinking way too much into myself....
It bothers me that I still havnt had a slightest idea wat i really want..Both in life and Career..
While i had a vague idea of wat i want, somehow there are too many hurdles and concerns....
Will work towards it,...
Exams date come and went...
Stress level went up highest and almost to bonkers.. but was able to salvage...
While i think Distinction is out of grasp... but i think I should be able to pass...
Just praying hard that I'll received good news on 5th december..
Wanting to go for holiday break but I guess.. while as long as I hav yet to settle the Mot and the anxiety of getting the results I think I'll be staying in this country first.....
Mebe will go for just a short break....
