Sunday, December 03, 2006
3rd Dec - marriages and birthday / 11:50 pm
Its my sister birthday... turning 24 another year older and still I dun see any much maturity... huhahaha… though we mite not be that close close.. But I guess family sticks together yeah…especially in times of stormy seas. Anyway, we had McDonald delivery to mark her birthday… nuggets and more nuggets since McWings dun have. Yummy.
Today also marks another friend entering into another phrase of life i.e. into life commitment called marriage. Norlia, a friend I made during secondary school. Through SJAB, we shared passion and commitment. Though in sec 1, we aren’t that close since there were other people in the so called large squad of ours. By sec 2, our group shrunk to seven. Close knitted we are although we can never run away from all those bickering and bitching. I guess through the commitment we shared with each other encouraging and tormenting each other did us good. I’ve always and am always proud of the fact that we are the batch that rose above all and despite the criticism and back stabbing we had from some seniors we are always defending each other though we do not always agree with each other. Its always one for all and all for one.
In just our 2nd semester of sec 2, we were asked to take over the duties from the then-current batch of sec 3. That particular batch, though there were a few that I respected and look up to… I find that there was too much power struggle. Too much power struggle will always lead to a no good end. I remembered that I cried buckets full when I was asked to take over the public duty position. Honestly speaking I’ve no idea why I cried. I guess it was more of the shocked being asked to lead that position. It’s quite a responsibility in ensuring that the cadets are safe while doing the duty in public areas and ensuring that necessary aids are tendered. Frankly I never once doubt that I’m lacking of the leadership. To me, I know I will rise to occasion when I know it can benefits me and all and I will carry out the duty no matter how damn f-ked up the situation can be. To me that’s commitment. HA HA! I’m sure some are smirking and gagging now.
Someone once told me I’m damned competitive. And truly yes, I’m damned competitive. Although I knew people dun see me in those lights. Only privileged ones has seen me how “bad” I can be when I want things to go the way I deemed fit. I’m sure I’ve hurt and “break” some juniors and other persons. Honestly I do not ever have any malicious intention to anyone though I may have the foul mouth.
Foul mouth. Fountain of vulgarity. Gee I really attributed that to my dearest friend Jayarani who encourage vulgarity when we were in upper sec. Hehehe… Imagine going to school every morning and instead of saying good morning to perk up the day, we exchange vulgarities to perk up our day. Gee... how civilized. But then again, she will always bring up the point that she never ever scolded our favourite Mr. B.B Rao the 7-lettered word. “A-S-S-H-O-L-E.” at his face. Me being the brave one did that right to his face before I walk off from the classroom just because of some photos. Oh Boy, wat a girl. Hehehehe. That’s what I called being committed to being upset. huahhahah
Anyway, I’ve digressed. Back to Norlia’s wedding, although she asked me to help out at her wedding but seriously I duno wat am I suppose to help as there were like 4 cameramen... hehehe now talking abt the cameraman... I shall get there later. And also there are the mak andam and the relatives. And since it is a 2 weddings combined into one... guests were overflowing. So anyway, I decided that my help is not needed and so I went off early. To her, I wish the newly wed a blissful marriage and like what she said, God bless her. Have a fun honeymoon trip. **winks**
Now lets talk abt the cameraman who is extremely tall *winks** Anyway, it was during the sat nite norlia asked abt whom I came with. So becoz of the conversation I had with salleh earlier abt the tok kadi arriving and me getting ready and yet the groom is yet to be found; I replied to Norlia that I came with the hubby to be but cant find him yet. Then she was like winking at someone beside me DEN only I realize that the tall dude was beside mockingly nodding and gesturing at me. And me being the overzealously friendly did my mock-bashed up onto him. God... How matured I must have been then. **sigh**
Then earlier during the persandingan, I was with my SJAB mate just the two of us attending since the rest cannot make it. Just when I want to get up the dais, the cameraman was standing just in front not budging despite my “EXCUSE ME” Then again I had to show my “maturity” by tapping him and “I know I mite have bashed you up yesterday even though I hardly know you, there’s no need to block my way. You can just say you dun allow me to take picture with the couple.” And I actually smiled, teeth baring smile, while I said all that. And of coz I get the reaction for the sarcasm I made. He made a show of bowing down and denying and had that mocking smile pasted all the while. He reminded me of another friend. But anyway, that chap is nice lah. Ok enough of him.
I’ve forgotten what I want to write. Bye for now lah.
Today also marks another friend entering into another phrase of life i.e. into life commitment called marriage. Norlia, a friend I made during secondary school. Through SJAB, we shared passion and commitment. Though in sec 1, we aren’t that close since there were other people in the so called large squad of ours. By sec 2, our group shrunk to seven. Close knitted we are although we can never run away from all those bickering and bitching. I guess through the commitment we shared with each other encouraging and tormenting each other did us good. I’ve always and am always proud of the fact that we are the batch that rose above all and despite the criticism and back stabbing we had from some seniors we are always defending each other though we do not always agree with each other. Its always one for all and all for one.
In just our 2nd semester of sec 2, we were asked to take over the duties from the then-current batch of sec 3. That particular batch, though there were a few that I respected and look up to… I find that there was too much power struggle. Too much power struggle will always lead to a no good end. I remembered that I cried buckets full when I was asked to take over the public duty position. Honestly speaking I’ve no idea why I cried. I guess it was more of the shocked being asked to lead that position. It’s quite a responsibility in ensuring that the cadets are safe while doing the duty in public areas and ensuring that necessary aids are tendered. Frankly I never once doubt that I’m lacking of the leadership. To me, I know I will rise to occasion when I know it can benefits me and all and I will carry out the duty no matter how damn f-ked up the situation can be. To me that’s commitment. HA HA! I’m sure some are smirking and gagging now.
Someone once told me I’m damned competitive. And truly yes, I’m damned competitive. Although I knew people dun see me in those lights. Only privileged ones has seen me how “bad” I can be when I want things to go the way I deemed fit. I’m sure I’ve hurt and “break” some juniors and other persons. Honestly I do not ever have any malicious intention to anyone though I may have the foul mouth.
Foul mouth. Fountain of vulgarity. Gee I really attributed that to my dearest friend Jayarani who encourage vulgarity when we were in upper sec. Hehehe… Imagine going to school every morning and instead of saying good morning to perk up the day, we exchange vulgarities to perk up our day. Gee... how civilized. But then again, she will always bring up the point that she never ever scolded our favourite Mr. B.B Rao the 7-lettered word. “A-S-S-H-O-L-E.” at his face. Me being the brave one did that right to his face before I walk off from the classroom just because of some photos. Oh Boy, wat a girl. Hehehehe. That’s what I called being committed to being upset. huahhahah
Anyway, I’ve digressed. Back to Norlia’s wedding, although she asked me to help out at her wedding but seriously I duno wat am I suppose to help as there were like 4 cameramen... hehehe now talking abt the cameraman... I shall get there later. And also there are the mak andam and the relatives. And since it is a 2 weddings combined into one... guests were overflowing. So anyway, I decided that my help is not needed and so I went off early. To her, I wish the newly wed a blissful marriage and like what she said, God bless her. Have a fun honeymoon trip. **winks**
Now lets talk abt the cameraman who is extremely tall *winks** Anyway, it was during the sat nite norlia asked abt whom I came with. So becoz of the conversation I had with salleh earlier abt the tok kadi arriving and me getting ready and yet the groom is yet to be found; I replied to Norlia that I came with the hubby to be but cant find him yet. Then she was like winking at someone beside me DEN only I realize that the tall dude was beside mockingly nodding and gesturing at me. And me being the overzealously friendly did my mock-bashed up onto him. God... How matured I must have been then. **sigh**
Then earlier during the persandingan, I was with my SJAB mate just the two of us attending since the rest cannot make it. Just when I want to get up the dais, the cameraman was standing just in front not budging despite my “EXCUSE ME” Then again I had to show my “maturity” by tapping him and “I know I mite have bashed you up yesterday even though I hardly know you, there’s no need to block my way. You can just say you dun allow me to take picture with the couple.” And I actually smiled, teeth baring smile, while I said all that. And of coz I get the reaction for the sarcasm I made. He made a show of bowing down and denying and had that mocking smile pasted all the while. He reminded me of another friend. But anyway, that chap is nice lah. Ok enough of him.
I’ve forgotten what I want to write. Bye for now lah.
