Thursday, November 09, 2006
Regrets... / 4:15 am
There i was finished reading a book and thot i wanna start watching the Ouran High school anime which i have to return on weekend... But i thot well, mebe lets just hook up the internet and see who's online and email and such...
And tada.. NW is online... after exchanging pleasantaries, he asked me to read his blog... and his blog started off ok and i was teasing him about certain fantasies of him.. and the next thing i knew i was being rebuked..sigh.. so i continued reading and i realise that else happened and thus my earlier comments was inappropriate.. so i msn,apologizing.. and waited for the reply... but alas he had log out... gee.. its the 2nd time he log off without informing.. gee i mean ya no need to inform lah but still its polite rite to inform esp when u having conversation with that person... sigh... i guess he's annoyed or upset with me again... God knows whether he's gonna talk to me again.. the last time he's annoyed, it took me a week to get a reply... :(
Den after that Kid came online, and this one sigh.. make me feel so bad.. coz i didnt visit him in the hospital and now even when he recuperating at hm, i didnt visit him... Rite, i do mean to visit but duh.. paiseh lah if i go alone rite.. and none of my other frens really knew Kid... and there he was telling me how those specific frens he inform abt his hospitalisation didnt visit him while those he didnt inform went to visit him. And i feel like someone just punched me hard in my stomach.. i tried to reason saying abt my exams.. but then again come to think of it.. what if somethg bad had happen... that poor dude had been sick for the whole mnth which he didnt inform me and i had chided him for that.. and when he was hospitalised, and he inform me, i didnt go and visit him.. sigh.. wat fren am i ??
i feel so bad.. really bad.... sigh....
And then when i wana watch the anime.. something happen i cant watch in peace.. it hang lah yanda yanda yanda.... crap!!!!
And tada.. NW is online... after exchanging pleasantaries, he asked me to read his blog... and his blog started off ok and i was teasing him about certain fantasies of him.. and the next thing i knew i was being rebuked..sigh.. so i continued reading and i realise that else happened and thus my earlier comments was inappropriate.. so i msn,apologizing.. and waited for the reply... but alas he had log out... gee.. its the 2nd time he log off without informing.. gee i mean ya no need to inform lah but still its polite rite to inform esp when u having conversation with that person... sigh... i guess he's annoyed or upset with me again... God knows whether he's gonna talk to me again.. the last time he's annoyed, it took me a week to get a reply... :(
Den after that Kid came online, and this one sigh.. make me feel so bad.. coz i didnt visit him in the hospital and now even when he recuperating at hm, i didnt visit him... Rite, i do mean to visit but duh.. paiseh lah if i go alone rite.. and none of my other frens really knew Kid... and there he was telling me how those specific frens he inform abt his hospitalisation didnt visit him while those he didnt inform went to visit him. And i feel like someone just punched me hard in my stomach.. i tried to reason saying abt my exams.. but then again come to think of it.. what if somethg bad had happen... that poor dude had been sick for the whole mnth which he didnt inform me and i had chided him for that.. and when he was hospitalised, and he inform me, i didnt go and visit him.. sigh.. wat fren am i ??
i feel so bad.. really bad.... sigh....
And then when i wana watch the anime.. something happen i cant watch in peace.. it hang lah yanda yanda yanda.... crap!!!!
