Wat a week.. Full of shits.. (rhyme?) / 12:34 am

Its suppose to be a gd start to a new month (February) , a new year ( for both Lunar new year and the Islamic calendar). So having said that isnt it suppose to be a lovely day.... i mean start to the month... and getting my pay on time..
NO SHITS!! everything went wrong... my pay was NOT on time... and boss is just a jerk..

Oh ya... THURSDAY was the day.. the f***king day (note: it freaking not f**king) i really am so pissed.. so frustrated.. so angry.. at myself, PDR and the f**king client!!!! shitty. it got to the stage dat i really am on the verge of breaking down.... is it very hard to see that i'm being overwork... oh well.. mebe i do admit certain things can be done within an hr.. but how the hell den do i cope when ppl keep calling in and i have to pick up and layan these full of shit crappy idiots!!! "Dun delay.. those things dat can be solved with just a phone call.. do it." Ohhhhh of coz i can do that... but how the hell do i talk to those clients when i havent even gt the time to look thru wat the shits that they require for me... or shld i just call and say " eh i understand u need my help .. regarding wat eh?" gonduu rite .. dats look sure as hell bad on the company and very well evenworse on me rite correct.. and well.. i had enuff of those shits
it got to the stage dat i just wanna scream i need to scream... and thank god for an angel who was nice enuff to go out with me and actuali rallied the other angels to go out with me. nebe had i been so rattled by work... yah.. i've cried so many times at work at pnr last time.. but duh.... when its time to eat.. i'll be most happy... yet i cried during lunch.. my tears rolling down into my chicken rice... sedih kan.... tak pernah seh mcm gini... yeah dat just shows how upset i was....
and i thot i only had to face that bitch in the morning.. but jerk boss ask me to go there again in noon.. when i thot instruction given was to go in the morning haf only... oh well.. i had to go thru the shitty crap again... and dat just it....
anyway.. lets cut it short before i relive it again and oh GOD!!!!

Anyway... after work, i meet up with the angels and we went k-ok @ screaming session for me... wopee... nebe in my life had i look forward to k-ok session with so much eagerneesss... i'm usualli the paying listener.. not singer.. many a times i pay to hear ppl sing....but this time around, i'm the participating party... wopeee..... 1st choice song is herm.. i cant remember but i know within the 3rd song i sang was lagu rock.. all the rock rock.. screaming song.. hehehehe.. its so fun.. so fun to scream my heart out and of coz no one penalising me.... i'm not tone deaf mind u.. so said one of my angel...

and seriously it was damn good.. such a damn good feeling... and by 2nd hr i already had a serak serak basah voice.. huahauhauaha
usuali i dun... in fact i nebe sing in front of them but heck to hell... huahahahahah... i simply loving it.. though i still think i'm like squeaking at times but oh well.. the experience is gd.. and we shall go another round of it soon ok darlings
And i simply thank you.. u know who u are... thank you for being there...(including the sick one who wasnt able to be there but thank you so much for ur concern.)... love you guys so much.. so very much....

We've been friends now for so many years
We've been together through the good times and the tears
Turned each other on to the good things that life has to give
We drift apart for a little bit of a spell
One night i get a call and i know that you're well
And days i was down you would help me get out of my hole

Thank you angels....

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Wat a week.. Full of shits.. (rhyme?) / 12:34 am

Its suppose to be a gd start to a new month (February) , a new year ( for both Lunar new year and the Islamic calendar). So having said that isnt it suppose to be a lovely day.... i mean start to the month... and getting my pay on time..
NO SHITS!! everything went wrong... my pay was NOT on time... and boss is just a jerk..

Oh ya... THURSDAY was the day.. the f***king day (note: it freaking not f**king) i really am so pissed.. so frustrated.. so angry.. at myself, PDR and the f**king client!!!! shitty. it got to the stage dat i really am on the verge of breaking down.... is it very hard to see that i'm being overwork... oh well.. mebe i do admit certain things can be done within an hr.. but how the hell den do i cope when ppl keep calling in and i have to pick up and layan these full of shit crappy idiots!!! "Dun delay.. those things dat can be solved with just a phone call.. do it." Ohhhhh of coz i can do that... but how the hell do i talk to those clients when i havent even gt the time to look thru wat the shits that they require for me... or shld i just call and say " eh i understand u need my help .. regarding wat eh?" gonduu rite .. dats look sure as hell bad on the company and very well evenworse on me rite correct.. and well.. i had enuff of those shits
it got to the stage dat i just wanna scream i need to scream... and thank god for an angel who was nice enuff to go out with me and actuali rallied the other angels to go out with me. nebe had i been so rattled by work... yah.. i've cried so many times at work at pnr last time.. but duh.... when its time to eat.. i'll be most happy... yet i cried during lunch.. my tears rolling down into my chicken rice... sedih kan.... tak pernah seh mcm gini... yeah dat just shows how upset i was....
and i thot i only had to face that bitch in the morning.. but jerk boss ask me to go there again in noon.. when i thot instruction given was to go in the morning haf only... oh well.. i had to go thru the shitty crap again... and dat just it....
anyway.. lets cut it short before i relive it again and oh GOD!!!!

Anyway... after work, i meet up with the angels and we went k-ok @ screaming session for me... wopee... nebe in my life had i look forward to k-ok session with so much eagerneesss... i'm usualli the paying listener.. not singer.. many a times i pay to hear ppl sing....but this time around, i'm the participating party... wopeee..... 1st choice song is herm.. i cant remember but i know within the 3rd song i sang was lagu rock.. all the rock rock.. screaming song.. hehehehe.. its so fun.. so fun to scream my heart out and of coz no one penalising me.... i'm not tone deaf mind u.. so said one of my angel...

and seriously it was damn good.. such a damn good feeling... and by 2nd hr i already had a serak serak basah voice.. huahauhauaha
usuali i dun... in fact i nebe sing in front of them but heck to hell... huahahahahah... i simply loving it.. though i still think i'm like squeaking at times but oh well.. the experience is gd.. and we shall go another round of it soon ok darlings
And i simply thank you.. u know who u are... thank you for being there...(including the sick one who wasnt able to be there but thank you so much for ur concern.)... love you guys so much.. so very much....

We've been friends now for so many years
We've been together through the good times and the tears
Turned each other on to the good things that life has to give
We drift apart for a little bit of a spell
One night i get a call and i know that you're well
And days i was down you would help me get out of my hole

Thank you angels....