Recapping moments... / 4:07 am

Lots of things been going on in the past one week... me leaving the work PNR(yet once again) and joining my new (yet old) company. Finally it was finalise on August 27th.. the day had come... it was kinda hard and it was something very emotional though i believe i had that covered. I missed my department guys alot, in fact i've been rather attached to them even though at times i'm always either scolding or complaining abt one of them... but both of them had been rather accomodating and always covering for me... and i like that in d department. and of coz yes, my mgr. the ever understanding boss although some find it hard to wrk with him. But its been a pleasure working with him and the 2 guys. i guess being the only lady in the dept has its perks.. hehehe

and of coz that someone that i've rather become attached too.. letting go of the handshake was rather like letting go of something.. something which i could not place a name to it. that was one moment which really touched my heart which had me "brightening up" instantly for the sake of my dignity?? i dunno.. well, i had my delivery guys ard me den when the handshake happen.. so i guess yeah.. watever....

Den on Monday, i came to work to surrender the laptop and work which i did on monday morning.. which i doubt it mite be even in use.. but well, my mgr requested that i did it on Friday morning which was actuali supposedly my last day.. but oh well... although i did grumble (aloT) work i did it... appreciated or not i guess, i dunno... hermano said that it mite not be appreciated but i guess... deep down i just dun wanna do a sloppy work and gave that as my last assignment. Something abt being proud of my work is something i cant shake off and well, i just have too much pride in myself NOt to do a good work. For me, its a responsibility, my boss had been one the nicest one i had being me arriving late.. (hehe punctuality had never been a plus for me...) and not getting scolded.. i guess it'll be too much for him to scold me everyday.. hehe.. i digresss.. anyway, since he ask me to do the work, i'll do it.

Anyway, after that start the calls to my suppliers telling that not to contact me and introduced my new contact.... it was very touching when i had "appreciated- ur work".
Liena: Where r u? R u saying that u resign from pnr? This is one of my best love-hate relationship fren-sista-aunt-supplier. I can go from screaming to talking to laughing to almost killing myself to shouting to nearly slamming the phone. We chat on the phone with promises to keep in touch and visitations when we are in each other country. and of coz together with the bro....
Lieamin: We will miss u. Likewise we r appreciate u so much.Keep on u honesty and sincerity.GBU.
this is one of those moments where one's treasure these very moments and reflect back in life... hehhe.. and of coz my Jenny quoting U leaving again.. Next time buy furniture from me ah.. Sigh.... Thanks
and those of my regular liasioning ppl.. i miss chatting with them though... sigh.....

But o well. life's continue....

The life continue with me spending my tuesday with my galfren gg to JB for pure movie and makan.. hehe no $$ to go shopping darn... was cursing n swearing my finance mgr.wednesday.. accy mum to golden landmark.. basically just a day with mum...

Thursday come... it was a start of a new day.. DUH! and a start of a new career i guess...seriously still very NOT clear of wat i want but i guess its ok... life is not a headache and not something that i'm suppose to be dwelling upon every second.. life is simply too short... meanwhile just enjoy it and see how it goes... keep very hard to be a good "servant" to HIM .. faith-battery need to be recharged.. hopefully ramadhan will come in time and hopefully it be smooth ... too many things to be ask for forgiveness and to seek blessing and to be make clear to myself ....

This early week was bad with me falling sick... a sickness which actuali scare the shit out of me.. (hehe since i had diarhhoe too) but basically i started with a bad bad stomach aches at 6 in d morning. and as it gradually becum a full-blown cramp which deprive me of my oxygen .. oh yes.. dats the scary part.. i started thinking of the worst things.. is it my appendix?? but den again my knowledge of which side when appendix hurts couldn't tally with my pain. my pain was all over my stomach and abdominal areas.. its like i really had to stay still before it engulf me into a rolling prawn( is there such thing?). I had food poisoning b4 and i had bad cramps b4.. but that pain that very pain was nothing like the one that i suffered most recently. cramps hurt but this is killing me... i cant rolled up coz the pain dun go away, i cant straighten up .. well watever position i was in.. it's killing me... i tried to sleep it of and i i keep being "shook" awake by that pain.. it was like one moment i'm sleeping, next time i knew is i cant breathe with that pain gg thru my stomach.. i msg my colleg i'm sick. but 8am it getting terrible wif me feeling nauseaus and the pains getting more intensed. i managed to walk to the toilet in btw the pains.. by 9am i cannot walk.. it's like i'm totaly down down badly.. i cant walk, the pain is killing me yet i cant see the doc since i cant walk...i tried asking for my bro help but apparently it seems that he's sick too...

9-12noon was torturous... i had a phone call which i barely tried to speak... sms-es was done in betwen the breaks of the pains... i tried as much as possible to sleep it off.. but at least ard 12noon i'm able to walk slowly..
showered and walk slowly to doc... and drama's unfold.. went in to doc everything check ok...suspected food poisoning.. by end of the consultation, i had my vision blurred.. and nauseaus overcoming me.. struggled out to the toilet and geez vomitted.. its not so much but the retching was bad.den rest abit. Den time to collect medicine.. and one moment standing the next moment all is black.. earth had claimed me... was helped back into the doc's room and check.. had low blood pressure... goodness gracious.. had fainted b4, but never done in clinic..i had to basically rest in the clinic for sometime b4 i could regain some energy to wake home.. even then the 10mintues journey took me 45mins wif me resting thrice b4 i feel confident enuff to cont' d journey without me collapsing.. luckily had fainted b4 so knew wats the signs...
never imagine it was dat bad... cramp n dat.. i declared myself unfit on tuesday too.. had to regain energy ... and GBM alhamdullilah.. getting better.. but food i alwasy need each time i'm hungry.. so PPL, u know when i'm hungry i know i get grouchy but its really for my health too that i need my food although i mite not finish it up.. but i do need them as soon as possible. So dun take my hunger pangs lightly!!!!!

Anyway, prayed for the best and alhamdullilah.. me on road to recovery .. gaining full enegry is slow though....its something that i had to ensure that i take care ...GBM and you...

MySelf.Scorpio.Looks can be deceiving.Loving 100% when its given. May not looks like it but forgives easily. Fiercely competitive. Harsh words when provoke.





We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect





Broken once badly.Needs careful tending

Recapping moments... / 4:07 am

Lots of things been going on in the past one week... me leaving the work PNR(yet once again) and joining my new (yet old) company. Finally it was finalise on August 27th.. the day had come... it was kinda hard and it was something very emotional though i believe i had that covered. I missed my department guys alot, in fact i've been rather attached to them even though at times i'm always either scolding or complaining abt one of them... but both of them had been rather accomodating and always covering for me... and i like that in d department. and of coz yes, my mgr. the ever understanding boss although some find it hard to wrk with him. But its been a pleasure working with him and the 2 guys. i guess being the only lady in the dept has its perks.. hehehe

and of coz that someone that i've rather become attached too.. letting go of the handshake was rather like letting go of something.. something which i could not place a name to it. that was one moment which really touched my heart which had me "brightening up" instantly for the sake of my dignity?? i dunno.. well, i had my delivery guys ard me den when the handshake happen.. so i guess yeah.. watever....

Den on Monday, i came to work to surrender the laptop and work which i did on monday morning.. which i doubt it mite be even in use.. but well, my mgr requested that i did it on Friday morning which was actuali supposedly my last day.. but oh well... although i did grumble (aloT) work i did it... appreciated or not i guess, i dunno... hermano said that it mite not be appreciated but i guess... deep down i just dun wanna do a sloppy work and gave that as my last assignment. Something abt being proud of my work is something i cant shake off and well, i just have too much pride in myself NOt to do a good work. For me, its a responsibility, my boss had been one the nicest one i had being me arriving late.. (hehe punctuality had never been a plus for me...) and not getting scolded.. i guess it'll be too much for him to scold me everyday.. hehe.. i digresss.. anyway, since he ask me to do the work, i'll do it.

Anyway, after that start the calls to my suppliers telling that not to contact me and introduced my new contact.... it was very touching when i had "appreciated- ur work".
Liena: Where r u? R u saying that u resign from pnr? This is one of my best love-hate relationship fren-sista-aunt-supplier. I can go from screaming to talking to laughing to almost killing myself to shouting to nearly slamming the phone. We chat on the phone with promises to keep in touch and visitations when we are in each other country. and of coz together with the bro....
Lieamin: We will miss u. Likewise we r appreciate u so much.Keep on u honesty and sincerity.GBU.
this is one of those moments where one's treasure these very moments and reflect back in life... hehhe.. and of coz my Jenny quoting U leaving again.. Next time buy furniture from me ah.. Sigh.... Thanks
and those of my regular liasioning ppl.. i miss chatting with them though... sigh.....

But o well. life's continue....

The life continue with me spending my tuesday with my galfren gg to JB for pure movie and makan.. hehe no $$ to go shopping darn... was cursing n swearing my finance mgr.wednesday.. accy mum to golden landmark.. basically just a day with mum...

Thursday come... it was a start of a new day.. DUH! and a start of a new career i guess...seriously still very NOT clear of wat i want but i guess its ok... life is not a headache and not something that i'm suppose to be dwelling upon every second.. life is simply too short... meanwhile just enjoy it and see how it goes... keep very hard to be a good "servant" to HIM .. faith-battery need to be recharged.. hopefully ramadhan will come in time and hopefully it be smooth ... too many things to be ask for forgiveness and to seek blessing and to be make clear to myself ....

This early week was bad with me falling sick... a sickness which actuali scare the shit out of me.. (hehe since i had diarhhoe too) but basically i started with a bad bad stomach aches at 6 in d morning. and as it gradually becum a full-blown cramp which deprive me of my oxygen .. oh yes.. dats the scary part.. i started thinking of the worst things.. is it my appendix?? but den again my knowledge of which side when appendix hurts couldn't tally with my pain. my pain was all over my stomach and abdominal areas.. its like i really had to stay still before it engulf me into a rolling prawn( is there such thing?). I had food poisoning b4 and i had bad cramps b4.. but that pain that very pain was nothing like the one that i suffered most recently. cramps hurt but this is killing me... i cant rolled up coz the pain dun go away, i cant straighten up .. well watever position i was in.. it's killing me... i tried to sleep it of and i i keep being "shook" awake by that pain.. it was like one moment i'm sleeping, next time i knew is i cant breathe with that pain gg thru my stomach.. i msg my colleg i'm sick. but 8am it getting terrible wif me feeling nauseaus and the pains getting more intensed. i managed to walk to the toilet in btw the pains.. by 9am i cannot walk.. it's like i'm totaly down down badly.. i cant walk, the pain is killing me yet i cant see the doc since i cant walk...i tried asking for my bro help but apparently it seems that he's sick too...

9-12noon was torturous... i had a phone call which i barely tried to speak... sms-es was done in betwen the breaks of the pains... i tried as much as possible to sleep it off.. but at least ard 12noon i'm able to walk slowly..
showered and walk slowly to doc... and drama's unfold.. went in to doc everything check ok...suspected food poisoning.. by end of the consultation, i had my vision blurred.. and nauseaus overcoming me.. struggled out to the toilet and geez vomitted.. its not so much but the retching was bad.den rest abit. Den time to collect medicine.. and one moment standing the next moment all is black.. earth had claimed me... was helped back into the doc's room and check.. had low blood pressure... goodness gracious.. had fainted b4, but never done in clinic..i had to basically rest in the clinic for sometime b4 i could regain some energy to wake home.. even then the 10mintues journey took me 45mins wif me resting thrice b4 i feel confident enuff to cont' d journey without me collapsing.. luckily had fainted b4 so knew wats the signs...
never imagine it was dat bad... cramp n dat.. i declared myself unfit on tuesday too.. had to regain energy ... and GBM alhamdullilah.. getting better.. but food i alwasy need each time i'm hungry.. so PPL, u know when i'm hungry i know i get grouchy but its really for my health too that i need my food although i mite not finish it up.. but i do need them as soon as possible. So dun take my hunger pangs lightly!!!!!

Anyway, prayed for the best and alhamdullilah.. me on road to recovery .. gaining full enegry is slow though....its something that i had to ensure that i take care ...GBM and you...