Saturday, August 20, 2005
/ 11:52 am
Something going on... Why you like so manja with him... Paying more attention.. MOre time towards him...
Argh... something which i didnt realise i was doing... I knew I was kinda more in tune to his body language.. or so I thot I am seeing more of the body language.
Certain things which make him smile, I’m more than happy to do it. However, to have that being mirrored back to me and that being said right in my face, with me not realizing that its that obvious.. I was surprised and appalled. Maybe that’s not a good word to use… it just that it was really like a slap to me that I was doing all that. And how cum I'm not aware… oh shucks.
So now, I’ve decided tone it down but still a friend say that that’s what ppl love abt me.. being honest to myself and just a do it… but den again.. I was thinking… if say it not gg to work out why would I wanna do such thing rite. Sigh.. I’m so hopeless… Gee I'm sucking my own energy.. hehehe
Sometimes I feel that its just all make believe that u like someone.. coz of the close proximity and ppl who keep making reference to him.. thus the feeling which might just be abit kinda swell up… but is it really there or was it just a make belive that its there.. u understand wat I'm saying. . Geez.. I think I understand wat I’m saying….
Herm… he came by standing beside me.. .. feelings weird.. but still I dunno wat to do. Should I let it be.. or shld I do something.. for the past 2 yrs.. I’m more of a persob when/if I wan or I feel something; I go and tell the person… but it seems like its kinda diffifuicly to do that now…
i see skies of blue...red roses too
i see them bloom for me and you...
and i think to myself…
wat a wonderful world...
the colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky, and i thot why the hell i'm slipping by
shld i take the courage... and say i like you... and will he reply i do too...
Shattered me nomore for i'm just a piece of a broken glass
Argh... something which i didnt realise i was doing... I knew I was kinda more in tune to his body language.. or so I thot I am seeing more of the body language.
Certain things which make him smile, I’m more than happy to do it. However, to have that being mirrored back to me and that being said right in my face, with me not realizing that its that obvious.. I was surprised and appalled. Maybe that’s not a good word to use… it just that it was really like a slap to me that I was doing all that. And how cum I'm not aware… oh shucks.
So now, I’ve decided tone it down but still a friend say that that’s what ppl love abt me.. being honest to myself and just a do it… but den again.. I was thinking… if say it not gg to work out why would I wanna do such thing rite. Sigh.. I’m so hopeless… Gee I'm sucking my own energy.. hehehe
Sometimes I feel that its just all make believe that u like someone.. coz of the close proximity and ppl who keep making reference to him.. thus the feeling which might just be abit kinda swell up… but is it really there or was it just a make belive that its there.. u understand wat I'm saying. . Geez.. I think I understand wat I’m saying….
Herm… he came by standing beside me.. .. feelings weird.. but still I dunno wat to do. Should I let it be.. or shld I do something.. for the past 2 yrs.. I’m more of a persob when/if I wan or I feel something; I go and tell the person… but it seems like its kinda diffifuicly to do that now…
i see skies of blue...red roses too
i see them bloom for me and you...
and i think to myself…
wat a wonderful world...
the colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky, and i thot why the hell i'm slipping by
shld i take the courage... and say i like you... and will he reply i do too...
Shattered me nomore for i'm just a piece of a broken glass
