Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Wonderful and horrible nite / 5:25 pm
Yipes...i"m meeting 2 ppl today. After work dats it. Darn so meaning.. i have to go thru' the 1st part of the day working. Hehehe but then again the thought of meeting my girlfren up after 4 mths is so funny and the fact that i'm meeting her at jurong point so i can eat my sliced fish soup and rice is even tempting.
HEHHEHE.... had so much fun,.. talking to her.. relating to her the antidotes of lifes..my ups and downs...my love life.. which is zero.. HUHAHAHA....
Anyway, we had a lot of fun although we only spend abt 2-3 hrs chatting. This is wat i consider as catching up not just meeting for movie. Oh ya.. i digress.. i was saying that my meeting had to be cut short since moi meeting another long-lost fren for a movie.
And actuali prior to this meet-ups, i forgotten abt my gf appt thus i arranged to meet up this fren of mine.. but oh well.. all well ends well... but again SHARKS!! I forgot that i'm to accompany my mum for a function.. but sigh... too bad.. i cant changed anymore..
ANyway, me and that long lost fren meet up for movie.. characteristic still the same... didnt changed. maseh selenger jugak. But oh well...
ANd den after movie and dinner...offered to send me back.. well to cut it short i actually had alot of misgiving.. u noe those gut feelings that i shld not take his offer to send me back.. Darn.. i shld have just trust myself!!! BUT damn i was tricked or shld i say allowed myself to doubt my own gut feelings and in the end i took his bike and jeez my GOD!!
Alot of times i had to pray for my life. Never in my life i feel so scared. Sigh...
By the time, i reach home.. under my blk, i was cursing and swearing to myself and again i told him.. I"LL NEBE TAKE UR BIKE AGAIN!!
That experience itself kinda shook me... i called afren of mine.. while i walk aimlessly away from my hse just to cool down.. broke down once while talking.. darn.. dats how traumatise i am...
Anyway, cool down i have.. but one thing for sure I'm not taking HIS bike anymore.
HEHHEHE.... had so much fun,.. talking to her.. relating to her the antidotes of lifes..my ups and downs...my love life.. which is zero.. HUHAHAHA....
Anyway, we had a lot of fun although we only spend abt 2-3 hrs chatting. This is wat i consider as catching up not just meeting for movie. Oh ya.. i digress.. i was saying that my meeting had to be cut short since moi meeting another long-lost fren for a movie.
And actuali prior to this meet-ups, i forgotten abt my gf appt thus i arranged to meet up this fren of mine.. but oh well.. all well ends well... but again SHARKS!! I forgot that i'm to accompany my mum for a function.. but sigh... too bad.. i cant changed anymore..
ANyway, me and that long lost fren meet up for movie.. characteristic still the same... didnt changed. maseh selenger jugak. But oh well...
ANd den after movie and dinner...offered to send me back.. well to cut it short i actually had alot of misgiving.. u noe those gut feelings that i shld not take his offer to send me back.. Darn.. i shld have just trust myself!!! BUT damn i was tricked or shld i say allowed myself to doubt my own gut feelings and in the end i took his bike and jeez my GOD!!
Alot of times i had to pray for my life. Never in my life i feel so scared. Sigh...
By the time, i reach home.. under my blk, i was cursing and swearing to myself and again i told him.. I"LL NEBE TAKE UR BIKE AGAIN!!
That experience itself kinda shook me... i called afren of mine.. while i walk aimlessly away from my hse just to cool down.. broke down once while talking.. darn.. dats how traumatise i am...
Anyway, cool down i have.. but one thing for sure I'm not taking HIS bike anymore.
