Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Out you go!!! / 3:10 am
As the burden on the shoulder drags on... the chest gets squeezed and the breathing starts to labour.... Another asthma attack, perhaps??
No i doubt so. "You stress abt wat?" asked a fren/colleg. Nay, i dun think i'm in any stress.
As in wat am i suppose to be stress about now. However the heaviness in the chest persist on. Deep breathe being drag into the lungs. Watever thats going on? This kinda scary... With the feeling that i have to drag in air into my lungs while my chest is being compressed by some kind invisible force. Geez.. as i was closing my eyes to relax my stiff body, i felt someone's hand on my shoulder massaging me.. a shock behold.. oh.. its just Jackie...
My neck kinda stiff, my body is so tense.. my breathing is irregular. Jeez.. wats going on.
Monday blues mebe but why do i feel that i'm being held down by certain force while each and every intake of oxygen i took is so forceful with the need to inhale deeply..
And my hand... out OUT YOU GO!! but it still seems stuck. The feeling of something stuck in my palm is so freaking irritating. I can feel it just under the skin.. yet it refuse to surface or come out from my palm. Darn foreign body!!
Monday blues seem to have such a bad impact today.. wat with the body being drained at such early part of the day. Goodness gracious...
No i doubt so. "You stress abt wat?" asked a fren/colleg. Nay, i dun think i'm in any stress.
As in wat am i suppose to be stress about now. However the heaviness in the chest persist on. Deep breathe being drag into the lungs. Watever thats going on? This kinda scary... With the feeling that i have to drag in air into my lungs while my chest is being compressed by some kind invisible force. Geez.. as i was closing my eyes to relax my stiff body, i felt someone's hand on my shoulder massaging me.. a shock behold.. oh.. its just Jackie...
My neck kinda stiff, my body is so tense.. my breathing is irregular. Jeez.. wats going on.
Monday blues mebe but why do i feel that i'm being held down by certain force while each and every intake of oxygen i took is so forceful with the need to inhale deeply..
And my hand... out OUT YOU GO!! but it still seems stuck. The feeling of something stuck in my palm is so freaking irritating. I can feel it just under the skin.. yet it refuse to surface or come out from my palm. Darn foreign body!!
Monday blues seem to have such a bad impact today.. wat with the body being drained at such early part of the day. Goodness gracious...
