T.G.I.F / 4:05 am

Heya... It seems like a long time i didnt wrote in but oh ya..it struck to me (or shld i say it my lovely galfren who reminded me) i only started blogging 2days ago.

Yesterday, having the letter with me, heart beating so loudly (I wondered if my dept can hear it). it seems strange.. i've make up my mind yet there's always this little nagging voice in my mind saying ARE you sure u wanna do this? It kinda mixed feelings. i kinda feel drained out yet at times i do enjoy the work.. liasing with ppl and such.. yet most of the times i feel so freaking drained. Coming to work with such cheery mood and yet in an hr i'm down.. (or was it just my hunger that was sucking my energy)
Den i start thinking abt my 2 dept guys who are just so irritatingly annoyingly fun. Although there are times we dun agree, i believe everyone tried their best in protecting the dept. JUst like me.. i dun give a damn abt others... but my dept is my 1st priority.
Thoughts always goes back to how these guys crack me up with their impersonation of the others.. these guys always there for me..the in-dept jokes.. Gosh i think i'll miss them...Having these guys ard are one of the things that keep me going despite that on certains whereby i'll be practically wishing for a chopper just to make mincemeat out of them.Well.. they are nice and sweet like honey yet they can be so naughty and bad as the devil.

While it seems that its a load off me.. happiness in my face.. yet why do i have have this heavy heart beating in me..

MySelf.Scorpio.Looks can be deceiving.Loving 100% when its given. May not looks like it but forgives easily. Fiercely competitive. Harsh words when provoke.





We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect





Broken once badly.Needs careful tending

T.G.I.F / 4:05 am

Heya... It seems like a long time i didnt wrote in but oh ya..it struck to me (or shld i say it my lovely galfren who reminded me) i only started blogging 2days ago.

Yesterday, having the letter with me, heart beating so loudly (I wondered if my dept can hear it). it seems strange.. i've make up my mind yet there's always this little nagging voice in my mind saying ARE you sure u wanna do this? It kinda mixed feelings. i kinda feel drained out yet at times i do enjoy the work.. liasing with ppl and such.. yet most of the times i feel so freaking drained. Coming to work with such cheery mood and yet in an hr i'm down.. (or was it just my hunger that was sucking my energy)
Den i start thinking abt my 2 dept guys who are just so irritatingly annoyingly fun. Although there are times we dun agree, i believe everyone tried their best in protecting the dept. JUst like me.. i dun give a damn abt others... but my dept is my 1st priority.
Thoughts always goes back to how these guys crack me up with their impersonation of the others.. these guys always there for me..the in-dept jokes.. Gosh i think i'll miss them...Having these guys ard are one of the things that keep me going despite that on certains whereby i'll be practically wishing for a chopper just to make mincemeat out of them.Well.. they are nice and sweet like honey yet they can be so naughty and bad as the devil.

While it seems that its a load off me.. happiness in my face.. yet why do i have have this heavy heart beating in me..