Monday, June 20, 2005
Quiet thinking weekend / 4:44 pm
*Sigh* wat a weekend.. filled with thots of wat happen over the week. the tendering of the white envelope, the reactions of ppl. Surprised, speechless, thinking... that's my reaction. What actually happen to these ppl whom i though i knew? Jeez it kinda surreal that last friday.I kinda feel weird.. and to think that i'm still thinking abt it till now kinda making me weird.
i just dun understand people. Why ppl have to stab each other at the back, why ppl have to be two-face with each other? why ppl cant simply love each other and make the world a beter place.. or at least make their small little area a better place for themselves and the pp ard them. Isnt it weird that while most of us whom from young been taught to recite the national pledge since age of 5 to age of 16~18; just conveniently forgets abt it, forgets the teaching, forgets the words and the meanings once we step into the working world. Wat isit abt the working world that makes ppl do that.. I dunno..each time i said to myself that THAT HAS TO BE THE WORST THING I EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE.. and yet.. something worst happen again..
Is it the lure of money, position and luxuries in life that possess them to that.. or is it just them? Why ppl cant be themselves? Why do they have to imitated others? Feeling fear that things dun get can bring and make others to have faith when THEY themselves do not have that faith. Isnt it ironic?
Jeez this is kinda heavy for a thought for this hour..i guess i'll put it to rest first...
i just dun understand people. Why ppl have to stab each other at the back, why ppl have to be two-face with each other? why ppl cant simply love each other and make the world a beter place.. or at least make their small little area a better place for themselves and the pp ard them. Isnt it weird that while most of us whom from young been taught to recite the national pledge since age of 5 to age of 16~18; just conveniently forgets abt it, forgets the teaching, forgets the words and the meanings once we step into the working world. Wat isit abt the working world that makes ppl do that.. I dunno..each time i said to myself that THAT HAS TO BE THE WORST THING I EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE.. and yet.. something worst happen again..
Is it the lure of money, position and luxuries in life that possess them to that.. or is it just them? Why ppl cant be themselves? Why do they have to imitated others? Feeling fear that things dun get can bring and make others to have faith when THEY themselves do not have that faith. Isnt it ironic?
Jeez this is kinda heavy for a thought for this hour..i guess i'll put it to rest first...
